My Emotional Rant!!

Good Morning!!!! so far a pretty decent morning and looking better as the day goes by...Feeling a lot better today and not quite so blue as I was yesterday...Needed get my head on straight again....There are days that I get kinda blah...but it goes away....*shrugs*....Have to rehearse my scene this afternoon and film it tomorrow for Respect for acting class....Should be fun too....I like doing skits or scenes or whatever you want to call them....Gives me an outlet to express myself...Okay....I just couldn't resist post the video today....Just Like Jesse James is one of my all time favorite songs by Cher...And I think it does a pretty good job of summing up some of my feelings for Jeremy... To me he is a bit like Jesse James....Jesse James was a bank robber and he wasn't that good looking but women found him appealing....In fact he was married with children.....Jeremy steals hearts like Jesse James stole money.....Cause he definitely stole mine 2 years ago.....How can one man steal so many hearts and not know what he's done???? I don't think he realizes the impact he has on women.....To some women he isn't what you would call Hollywood Gorgeous.....To me he is classically and ruggedly handsome....He has a wonderful smile that lights up the room, his eyes are many different colors.....His laugh is real and so sexy, at least to me it is....Here this man is, stealing hearts and making women swoon and he doesn't even know what he's done to us.....How can he not know how incredibly handsome he is??? He's humble and he's just a man....that's what I find attractive about him.....He's only just a man.....I fell in love with a character he played, then I fell in love with the man himself....I know that sounds weird, but it's the truth....I admit I fell in love with Clint Barton/Hawkeye and who could blame me.....He was physically attractive, the suit was sinful and damn he looked hot!!!! Then I do some research on the actor who plays him.....Found out that he's not just another pretty face.....He is just a man, someone I could respect....I took to watching pretty much every movie he made that I could find that is....Found out that The Hurt Locker was his best so far.....It's also the movie that gave me my dreams back......That's when I started to fall in love with the man Jeremy Renner is.....His work ethics, humbleness, and loving nature made me love him more.....I didn't see an actor, I saw a human being who was doing many things that he loved to do.....what gets me is everything he does.....He remodels homes, he's a producer, he's an actor, he's a father, and he's 100% real...what you see is what you get.....I love it that he doesn't put on airs like a lot of the movie stars do.....He knows where he came from and knows that his fans keep him going.....So, yes...To me he is Just Like Jesse James.....Cause he came strutting into my life and knocked me off my feet.....For that I am forever grateful.....Anyways.....Lots of Love to You Jeremy, stay safe wherever you are.....Until Later.....Jeremy's Flame, out!!!

Let Me Be Your Queen Bee, Jeremy!!!

Good Morning!!! Early today, I know right!!! That is not normal for me, especially during the week....But finished classes yesterday and now all I have to do is finish the final ending for my Short Film treatment and type them up and turn them in....Feeling kinda blue today and don't know why...Maybe because summer is coming and I really hate the heat....Would rather have the c0ld weather....I'll be okay...Okay the video is Royals by Lourde....I love this song and it's easy enough to see why....the beat is great and the words are in a way how I feel sometimes....Take a listen and see what I mean....As you can see by the videos that I post my taste in music is all over the place....I have quite an eclectic taste in music...but that's how I was raised, to like all music....I do for the most part, except country...Not too fond of the twang in the voices of most of the singers....As for the picture....It's new....He looks HOT as always....I think this was taken when he was in Nashville a few days ago....I don't mind posting pictures of Jeremy by himself...but I refuse to post pictures of his daughter on here.....Especially if she is being held by HER!!!!!! Sorry, not saying the woman's name....Sorry Jeremy, I love you and would do anything for you....But the woman you are with is not the right person for you....I imagine many people have told you that....But you have to make your mistakes and learn from them all by yourself....So sweetheart, when you get tired of the child you are with...Come and find me....I'll show you what a real woman is like!!! Besides, Ava is part of his private life and that is something that needs to stay private....don't get me wrong, she's a pretty baby....but the paparazzi need to leave them alone when he is out and about with her....I'm feeling a bit snarky right now....Guess the blues have decided to go away for now....*smirks*...But when it comes to my Jeremy, and his daughter....I can be a bit snarky...Leave them alone.....He has a right to his privacy....Anyways...Sorry for the rant....but it just burns me when these kind of family photos come up....she's a baby, not a piece of meat....Lots of Love to you Jeremy, stay safe wherever you are.....Until Later....Jeremy's Flame, out!!

His Smile!!

Good Afternoon!!! Late today I know but had a bit of an issue with my iPhone...It wasn't connecting to a server so had to take it over to Verizon and have them get it fixed...Then I had to come home and do classwork and now I can have fun....Have to finish my 3rd and final ending for my 20 minute short film treatment that we are doing for Short Film class...I'll do that this afternoon or this evening...then I have to type them up and turn them in by Saturday...School is winding down for this semester and I'm kinda sad too...My journey to become a Director is going really well right now and I am not giving up my dream...I'll graduate in a few years and then be ready for the real world...Question is, will the real world be ready for me!!! Okay the video is The Way you Love Me by Faith Hill....sums up how I am feeling right now...as for the picture....I needed to see this man's gorgeous smile today...Been a crappy day so far....what with my phone and then this morning with something up with the DISH (turned out my cat had stepped on the on/off button on the surge protector) I kind of needed to see his smile....See that's one thing I can always count on to make me smile....Jeremy's smile and his laugh....If I've had a bad day then I just look at his smile and everything is okay again....that smile just gets me every single solitary time....He doesn't even know what he does to me....I wish that I could tell him....He brightens my day without even knowing it.....I want so badly to work with him and to see my dreams come to life....I want to get to know the real man, I don't care that he's a star...That's not the reason I love him....It's the fact that he is honest and real...He just brings something into my life that I need.....So to Jeremy, I say this....Thank you, for being you and for helping me find what had been missing in my life....Anyways...Lots of Love to you Jeremy, stay safe wherever you may be.....Until Later.....Jeremy's Flame, out!!!

Oh Jeremy!!!

Good Morning!!! Pretty good morning so far...Just finished with classes about 15 minutes ago and checked my emails and now onto my blog....although it has been a bit on the frustrating side....Been trying to get ahold of the guys who sold us on our DISH system and can't seem to get ahold of them....Guess we need to just call Charter and cancel the cable since we have dish now....Need to do that today or tomorrow....Anyways...that's the drama that has been my life for a few days now....*sighs and chuckles*...Okay decided to post a video of an interview that Jeremy did I think last year or in 2010..Can't remember but needed to post something with him in it...*big smile*...Damn but that man is FINE as WINE!!! the picture is a new one of him from when he was in Nashville back on the 3rd of this month...He looks so adorable in this picture...I have no idea as to why he was in Nashville, but I am just glad that there are at least a few new pictures of him....He needs to really come into the 21st century and join twitter...*rolls eyes and laughs*...I highly doubt if that will happen any time soon....But a girl can wish can't she....I am going to get some Jeremy time today and sit down and watch The Hurt Locker even if it kills me....I need to see this movie again....then tonight is Agents Of S.H.I.E.L.D and I cannot miss that show....what would even be greater is if Hawkeye were to show up for the season finale....Now that would make me a very happy lady!!! Yeah, I seriously need a Jeremy fix!!! Actually what I need is to meet the man and have him fall madly in love with me...*shrugs* It could happen....A girl can dream can't she...What can I say, I am smitten with Jeremy...I like what I see....the whole package.....He's classically handsome and he has an air about him that I love....He's confident not cocky....He's got a devil may care attitude....I just find the man utterly attractive....Anyways....I'm rambling....Lots of Love to you Jeremy, wherever you may be...stay safe...Until Later.....Jeremy's Flame, out!!!

Welcome to my life, Jeremy!!!

First and foremost I was looking for a brilliant actor, as most filmmakers do, I hope. I’d seen him in the film “Dahmer” and even though his character is different from that film, the truth and honesty in the performance were there. I sent him the script, he was in London at the time shooting “28 Weeks Later”, we spent a few hours on the phone and then I knew I was speaking to Sgt. James. I cast him and we hadn’t even met.” Kathryn Bigelow on Jeremy Renner as Sgt. James.

Good Morning!!! So far it is shaping up to be a pretty good morning!!! Just finished with classes for the day and boy do I have a lot of homework to do in Short Film class....I have to come up with 3 different endings for my 20 minute short that I have been working on all semester...going to start doing that tonight....It may take me all week to get that done...Plus have to refine my scene for my Respect for acting class too...this semester is almost over and I feel a bit on the sad side....Now I have my classes for the Fall to look forward too so that's a good thing....Okay I chose Welcome to my Life by Simple Plan for the video today.....Kinda sums up the way I feel sometimes when my dad starts to harp on my for different things.....Welcome to my life sums it all to well sometimes....There are days when I just want to give up and just not do it anymore....but then I think about everything that I have gone through just to get to this point in my life and I don't give up....I also just think about one thing that I have tacked up on the inside of my computer cabinet door...."Discouraged? Yes. but never giving up"...It has a picture of one of my inspirations on it....Jeremy....I look at this picture and then I can go on....He makes what I am doing worth it.....As does the lady in the picture with him.....That's Kathryn Bigelow......An amazingly talented woman and the reason I want to direct......I want to meet her and work with her someday.....I also want to work with Jeremy too.....Because of these two people who came into my life and don't even know what they've done for me I am pursuing my dreams again.....for that I thank them.....I love the saying below the picture.....She cast Jeremy as Sgt. James over the phone.....She hadn't even met him yet.....She knew he was the one for the part because of the movie Dahmer.....Because of the honesty he put into the role....She's right, he is a brilliant actor and that movie proved it.....He did a wonderful job as Sgt. James in The Hurt Locker.....She couldn't have picked a better actor or man for that matter.....See this is the type of director I want to be.....I hope that the movies that I will someday make are as good as Kathryn's....so whenever my dad starts to harp on me about my choices and what I want to do I just remember that I can't give up....If I do then I'm not me anymore.....This is my life....Welcome to it!!!!! Anyways.....Lots of Love to you Jeremy, stay safe wherever you are....Until Later.....Jeremy's Flame, out!!!

 

Some Girls Do Like Boys Like Jeremy!!! New Picture!!!

Good Morning!!!! right on time today...Got housework done early and checked into my classes to post on the discussion boards....Two more weeks of school and I will be out for the summer....Wished that I could go during the summer but unfortunately I don't have to extra money to do so!!! Maybe next year!!! Anyways....the video for today is Some Girls Do by my all time favorite country band Sawyer Brown.....I remember seeing them win Star Search back in the early 80's....This is by far my favorite song of theirs!!! I have seen them in concert about 10 times and they make me laugh  every time I see them....Mark Miller is the lead singer and did some crazy stuff on stage but he knew how to keep the audience going!!! As for how this song applies to my guy Jeremy!!!! Well just goes to show you that some girls do like boys like that!!! He's sweet, adorable, comfortable in his own skin, not afraid to tell you to stay out of his private life and gives his all to whomever he is with....Although he really needs to get away from Sonni!!! But that's just my opinion....As for the picture....It was taken yesterday in Nashville Tennessee.....He looks relaxed and happy....Not to mention I just want to go over, sit on his lap and lay my head on his shoulder and nibble on his neck!!! I can't help it...He looks scrumptious!!! I have so many things I would love to do to this man....When he finally meets me he won't know what hit him!!!! Cause I am that good!!!! I may not be model thin or model beautiful....basically I ain't a stick!!! I have meat on my bones and I am proud of how I look....I feel beautiful and that gives me confidence to do what I want....I think if he were to actually meet me, he would like me....But then again....that is just my opinion....Anyways....Lots of Love to you Jeremy...Stay safe wherever you are and always have sweet dreams....Until Later.....Jeremy's Flame, out!!!

 

Falling in Love with Jeremy!!

Good Evening!!! Second post for the day...Haven't done that in a while!! Had to post this beautiful saying I found on Facebook just now....Love what it says!!! Makes me think about what Jeremy would probably be like when he finally does find the right woman!!! He looks like the type of man that wouldn't be afraid to show his woman how he feels in public...Just a little thing to think about...The pictures are just for added pleasure!! I do love this man very much and would love to show him how much I do love him....I would be honored to be seen with him and to know that he loves me...He would never have cause to doubt my love for him....Anyways....Lots of Love to you Jeremy!!! Stay safe wherever you are and have wonderful and pleasant dreams my love....Until Later....Jeremy's Flame, out!!