Good Morning....I know it's been a few days but now that I have had a chance to process everything I'm doing much better. I have seen my oncologist, radiologist and had the MRI done in the last 2 weeks and I have to see my surgeon on the 16th. I'll find out then what my MRI results are and how bad the cancer is. I do know that it is Stage 1 and it's the most common form. So they caught it in time and there is a possibility that I won't need chemotherapy. I did find out that it is what they term Estrogen positive 90% and Progesterone positive 90%. So it's hormone receptor positive. So I'm dealing with that as well. I was able to have genetic testing done to see if it is hereditary and should know something about that in the next few weeks. Once I find that out I should be able to have a plan of attack for it. As for me, I'm doing surprisingly well with everything. No more crying fits and no more being pissed off. Now I am set to fight this and it's a fight I intend on winning. I think the song Fight Song applies to me pretty good right now. So I have taken that song as my fight song now. Plus, Jeremy is still my inspiration for things right now. He is my angel in a way and it will be him, my mom, my sisters (Trudy and Danni) and my friends that get me through this rough patch in my life. I have too much to live for so this ain't gonna stop me. Anyways. Lots of love to you Jeremy, you are my angel and I thank the goddess for sending you into my life. Signing off for now...Jeremy's Flame, out.
