Merry Christmas With Love.

Good Afternoon!!! Been a few days and well what can I say I've been busy with getting things ready for Christmas. Just thought that I would post a quick note wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas and I hope everyone has a wonderful day with their families and friends. It's going to be a quiet day here at my house. Going to try and watch a few movies that I have been wanting to watch for a few months now. Received an Amazon gift card from a dear friend and then I cashed in some of my points from different apps I have and got another gift card for Amazon. So went shopping and bought two things that I wanted. I got a new Kindle Fire and the movie Pete's Dragon. Yes I know it's a kids movie but I love the original movie and I needed to see this one. They made Elliot real!! I've posted my favorite Christmas carol here today. This has been my favorite song at Christmas time for a very long time. So please enjoy Merry Christmas with Love as sung by Clay Aiken. And again I hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas with their loved ones....
Merry Christmas to Jeremy and his lovely little girl Ava. Hope that Santa brings you everything that you have ever wished for.
This is Jeremy's Flame, out!!

His laughter makes me feel good!

Good Morning!!! Just finished school for the day and decided to blog. I know second day in a row!! LOL!! Hey give me time to get back into the swing of things. Been off for a few months due to the chemo and of course chemo brain. But now I'm back and feeling good... As for movies. Well I still haven't seen Arrival yet and I am dying to see it. I have heard nothing but good things about it and Jeremy does an amazing job from what I hear. A few friends of mine have gone to see it and I told them not to tell me anything about it because I will go and see it. I am thinking of doing that next week when I am out of school. There are so many movies that I want to see that are out right now. I want to see DR. STRANGE and FANTASTIC BEASTS AND WHERE TO FIND THEM. Both look really good. I also want to see the new Disney movie, MOANA. Yes I still love Disney movies even though I don't have any kids. Nothing wrong with that at all. Heck I watched Mary Poppins last week on TV.  I've seen that movie so many times I have it memorized. Anyways....I've posted this man laughing today and I can honestly say that his laugh is incredible and it makes me all warm and tingly inside. It's just so big and boisterous that you can't help but love it. Plus it makes me laugh and that's what I've needed these last few months...Anyways...That's all for today...Gotta go start baking now....This is Jeremy's Flame, out!

I'm Back and Doing Great!!!

Good Morning!!!! Yes I'm back and I'm feeling really good. The last time I posted was to post that I was diagnosed with Stage 1 Her 2 + breast cancer. I had a partial mastectomy in August and started Chemo in August too. Well good news is the cancer is gone and I am on the mend. I finished my final chemo on December 6th and am just not starting to feel better. Had a rough week with my tummy feeling all out of sorts and not wanting to eat, but I ate because I had to. Today is the first day I have actually been able to eat without taking anti nausea meds. So that's a good thing. School is finished this week for this semester and I am actually doing a lot better than I thought. I have one more thing  that I have to do this week and that's work on my outline and make it better so that I get a better grade for it. Then I am off for the next few weeks. Well over a month actually. My next semester starts February 6, 2017.
I owe a lot to several people. My mom really was there for me through the whole thing and made sure that I stayed strong and ate good food and got me out and moving around instead of staying at home and doing nothing. My besties Danni and Trudy were there when I needed to talk and were understanding when I didn't feel good and just needed someone to bitch too. All my friends on Facebook were there for me when I needed to vent on Facebook. And last but certainly not least are these two men pictured above. Gavin Degraw's music has gotten me through a lot of these times during my chemo. His music picked me up and made me keep going. And my main man Jeremy!!! His laughter, its a youtube video and I've watched it a lot lately, and all his posts on Instagram have kept me going too. So thank you to both of you gentlemen for making my life a lot better these past few months!!!

Anyways...This is Flame saying good bye for now. Forever Jeremy's Flame.

I'm okay!!

 

 

 

Good Morning....I know it's been a few days but now that I have had a chance to process everything I'm doing much better. I have seen my oncologist, radiologist and had the MRI done in the last 2 weeks and I have to see my surgeon on the 16th. I'll find out then what my MRI results are and how bad the cancer is. I do know that it is Stage 1 and it's the most common form. So they caught it in time and there is a possibility that I won't need chemotherapy. I did find out that it is what they term Estrogen positive 90% and Progesterone positive 90%. So it's hormone receptor positive. So I'm dealing with that as well. I was able to have genetic testing done to see if it is hereditary and should know something about that in the next few weeks. Once I find that out I should be able to have a plan of attack for it. As for me, I'm doing surprisingly well with everything. No more crying fits and no more being pissed off. Now I am set to fight this and it's a fight I intend on winning. I think the song Fight Song applies to me pretty good right now. So I have taken that song as my fight song now. Plus, Jeremy is still my inspiration for things right now. He is my angel in a way and it will be him, my mom, my sisters (Trudy and Danni) and my friends that get me through this rough patch in my life. I have too much to live for so this ain't gonna stop me. Anyways. Lots of love to you Jeremy, you are my angel and I thank the goddess for sending you into my life. Signing off for now...Jeremy's Flame, out.

It's Breast Cancer

Good Morning...I know that it's been a while since I last posted and that's really my fault. Life gets in the way and things get crazy. What with school and work it gets a bit daunting at times. Although I think I may be taking this blog to a different perspective and view for now. I know I focus mainly on how amazing Jeremy Renner is and he still is very amazing but this time I am going to focus on me right now. See this week I had a biopsy done and I go the results yesterday. I got the worst news that any woman would ever want to hear. I have breast cancer. I'm holding it in okay and staying positive but it's going to be okay. I have a great support system in my mom, my sister Trudy , my sister Danni and my other friends and family that I have around me. I know I will get through this and will be okay. Just bare with me as I get my barings straight and my life comes back to a new normal for me. Sincerely, Flame. Love ya lots Jeremy, thanks for coming into my life and making me realize I can have my dreams.....Jeremy's Flame, signing off for now.

It's happening. He's in the studio.

 

Good Afternoon!!! Sorry been so long but things are crazy with me at the moment. I started school on the first of this month and so far everything is going really good. I love both my classes and have an A in both too. So this makes me happy. My film history class is quite interesting. Learning so much about what the actors went through in the 50's with the blacklist and being basically banned from ever working in their field again. I love history to be honest and this really does take me to a different time and makes me wonder how these people actually made it through. My other class is Writing Shorts for Production and we are finally getting ready to start writing our first short script for class. It's coming more easily for me now that I understand how to get from the thought or the idea to finally getting things down into script form. I'm going to enjoy writing both scripts this semester. Okay as for the videos, the top one is a clip from a show that Jeremy did back in the 90's, and the other is of a video that I love by my fave group, BSB. The pictures I imagine you have already seen if you belong to tumblr or even if you belong to Jeremy's twitter page. I'm so excited that he is recording an album and it's with Brother Sal so that makes it even better. Can't wait to hear it when it comes out. But I know that it will be great so I'm willing to wait for as long as it takes for it to come out. I mean, the man has an amazing voice so waiting is no problem. Anyways. Lots of Love to you Jeremy. Stay safe wherever you are babe. Until Later. Jeremy's Flame, out!!

Long time no hear!!

Good Morning!!! Sorry so long in between posts but life has been hectic as of late for me and my family. Not sure if I told you all this but my dad has now been diagnosed with early dementia and it is taking its toll on my mom and I.. We can't leave him alone and have no time for ourselves anymore...So needless to say things are stressful for the two of us...We finally had to break down and trade in my dad's van and get rid of our Lumina...My mom and I got a new to us car last week...we got a 2010 Ford Escape and it is great....Of all the things that I got excited about was the fact that the turn signals worked...considering the ones on the van didn't work at all....It also has a cd player so that's a plus for me...It's a great car too....Well today marked the first day of classes for me and I was soooooo glad that it finally got here. I was so damned bored over the break....So now I will have plenty to do and that makes me happy....I have my first reading assignment to do and I am going to do that as soon as I get off the computer....As for the pictures of this gorgeous man....The top one is from when he was at the Comic Con in New Orleans a few months ago....and the second one is from Saturday night at the SAG awards where he was a presenter....Damn but that man looks handsome in a Suit!!! Course he looks handsome to me all the time....As for the video...Well it's a throwback to one of my favorite groups BSB and it's their video Drowning....Anyways....Lots of Love to you Jeremy!! Stay safe wherever you are babe.....Can't wait for your album so that I can listen to your smooth and sexy voice as I am driving on the streets...Until Later....Jeremy's Flame, out...

Happy New Year!

Good Evening.....Happy New Year!!!!! I know it's been a while but life has been a bit crazy here for me...First off my dad was in the hospital for 20 days due to an illness....We brought him home last night and so far so good. So needless to say things are going to be a bit crazy for a bit.... I have some phone calls to make this week to see if we can get some help with his care....We shall see how things go.....Next thing on the list is this man....His birthday is coming up in a few days...So I am going to go ahead and wish him a Happy Birthday a few days early, since I don't know when I will be back on here....The last thing on my list is something that I have been trying to decide on for a few days now.... There is a short film script contest coming up and I have a short film script that is finished that I want to enter but I'm not sure if I should enter it or not.... So I guess my question is this: Should I take the chance and enter it? The script is a good one and I worked a long time on it to get it just right....So I think I might have a chance of winning....Anyways....If anyone out there actually reads this blog please leave a comment and let me know if I should do this or not.....Anyways.....Lots of Love to you Jeremy...Stay safe wherever you are babe...Until Later.....Jeremy's Flame, out!!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY!!!!!